Dark

I love being in a dark room
make me feel great for some reason
but I hate that dark feelings
make me feel sad & worst

it's all started with suddenly
it feels weird
I tried to make myself happy
but maybe I'm not satisfied with it

sometimes, I do crave for attention
I just want to talk more but

people starts to get bored with me

what should I do?

hey

I'm just fine

I mean it

not really actually