dried ㅡ sunflower

an unhealthy day I went broke in a day buying all the chocolate just for the wrappings a scrapbook of 70 pieces of packaging with the labels I'm sick of it the smaller, the better searching for it everywhere in the rubbish bin feels like a trash luckily it's already end

I love being in a dark room make me feel great for some reason but I hate that dark feelings make me feel sad & worst it's all started with suddenly it feels weird I tried to make myself happy but maybe I'm not satisfied with it sometimes, I do crave for attention I just want to talk more but people starts to get bored with me what should I do? hey I'm just fine I mean it not really actually

everything looks so delicious even when the cats eat it looks so yummy oh I'm hungry my stomach is pretty empty my mind is full of food I have to wait longer oh I'm hungry the class is boring I'm not joking when will the class end? oh I'm hungry I need delicious food I need sweet drink I need my eat time right now oh I'm deadly hungry

we are all getting older not everything will stay the same we might hate the things we love and love the things we hate meet new people and new life experience new environment everything seems so different and something might seems so familiar sometimes, we will feel down we will feel clueless and hopeless but hey STAND UP! we have time, use it wisely better things are coming in our way so please hang in there dearself